I'm feeling so much hope this time. Last night was full of BFP dreams. I must have pee'd on a hundred FRER throughout the night to see them get darker and darker. I sometimes think it's amazing how after all of this I can still feel so hopeful. Shouldn't I be completely bitter and just assume it's a BFN?
I believe with all my naive heart that this is my lucky try. I have nothing to back that up other than a "feeling" so we'll see.
Am I setting myself up for soul crushing defeat?
Probably.
We'll see what happens.
JDZ: Two Moms, One Toddler
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