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Monday, February 6, 2012
Sunday, February 5, 2012
It's time to say goodbye...
Please update your blog roll/readers accordingly. We're outta here!
Check out my new blog (new name) at: http://mommaoak.wordpress.com/
Check out my new blog (new name) at: http://mommaoak.wordpress.com/
Friday, February 3, 2012
Further thoughts...
I blogged the below entry to share what I feel. I'm not in any danger of doing anything stupid... I've never been there because I'm VERY aware of how I feel and I know when I need to talk to my doctor. I understand the issues that I have yet it doesn't stop them from consuming me every now and then...
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Mental Health
For the last week or so I've been tiptoeing around a mental health crisis and in the past 24 hours I've had 3 minor panic attacks. I don't know what is going on since I had been feeling pretty good. All I know is that I'm walking dangerously close to the edge and can feel anxiety pulsing through me.
Sometimes I'll blog when I'm feeling this way but most times I don't. I didn't blog about my meltdown 3 days before Disney or the one I had on the eve of Christmas eve. During the latter D thought I should be committed. She didn't get why I'd want to go to Walmart at midnight to buy enough Lysol wipes to hand mop the floor... and then proceed to hand mop the floor.
Having a mental illness sucks and what used to be controlled before pregnancy is back worse than ever. I've been trying to get help but now I fear that as I pursue it my doctor will judge me and say I shouldn't have another child.
Really, I'm a normal person who for the most part lives a very normal life. I have a job that I have never had sick leave from and I get up even on mornings when I'd rather hide under my covers. I keep going. I love Sadie and do so many fun things with her...
If only I could get rid if the obsessive thoughts in my head and live life like everyone else.
If only...
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Sometimes I'll blog when I'm feeling this way but most times I don't. I didn't blog about my meltdown 3 days before Disney or the one I had on the eve of Christmas eve. During the latter D thought I should be committed. She didn't get why I'd want to go to Walmart at midnight to buy enough Lysol wipes to hand mop the floor... and then proceed to hand mop the floor.
Having a mental illness sucks and what used to be controlled before pregnancy is back worse than ever. I've been trying to get help but now I fear that as I pursue it my doctor will judge me and say I shouldn't have another child.
Really, I'm a normal person who for the most part lives a very normal life. I have a job that I have never had sick leave from and I get up even on mornings when I'd rather hide under my covers. I keep going. I love Sadie and do so many fun things with her...
If only I could get rid if the obsessive thoughts in my head and live life like everyone else.
If only...
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