Ok so back to the drawing board.
10 DPO = BFN
I must have been testing the HCG trigger.
Well it's out now. Let's just hope there is something more to test in the next couple of days. I had wonderful dreams of BFP's again last night. I was certain I was going to wake up to a darkening line. $20 in HPT in less than 24 hours. I really need to get this in control but at least I know now that the trigger is gone.
Anything from this point on will be real. It has to be. I need it to be. I feel sadness lurking in the corner, waiting to pounce on me.
So sorry that yesterday's BFP wasn't true. I hope that a BFP reappears!!!
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